From The O. J. Roos Story:
When LRH was very sick (Jan '72) he sent a note to Jim Dincalci, MO
(medical officer), stating "Jim, I don't think I'm going to make it".
Jim called me for help.
I wrote to LRH, asking his approval that "as he now had the services
of the first perfect auditors, the XII's, I wanted to get all his
folders, get a Council of XII's to go through them and FES and
programme the lot, to get his past auditing history
corrected/handled."
He sent back an approval (plus a 7 page handwritten Commendation, "I'm
delighted that somebody is finally going to take responsibility for my
auditing").
My function was C/S, either Tommy Klingvall, Brian Livingston, or Jeff
Walker to be the auditor, and MSH as daily checkpoint. David Meyers or
Jim D. acted as D/P.
Folders came in from all over the world, going back to 1948. Most of
the old stuff were often scraps of paper. Solo Research data went as
far as what he called then OT 19.
It became a stack of some 8 feet high, an entire filing cabinet full.
The aligning and FESing, even in the hands of the XII's, took months.
He had, with the Commendation, also sent a note down regarding the
body with some instructions, (not just his body, but bodies as an
item). I wrote back, stating that I thought the point raised regarding
them had been covered in the OT 3 materials, but he wrote that this
was incomplete and to solo test run "Body Blue Print".
This was done during the next few months, the sessions sent up to him.
Apart from session gradings and acks and his being "very pleased", I
don't know what eventually happened with the data. He certainly was
too sick physically to check it out on himself even though it was
"being of great interest".
He, while the FESing/Pgmng cycles occurred was on MO cycles, got D/P
interviews, also some Assists (by a class VIII) and even Examiner
cycles by myself.
In the folders we found virtually every process known as well as lots
of never published actions. There were thousands upon thousands of
pages of LISTS (3GAXX, 3MX, 3N, R 2-12...umpty Goals/Oppose
lists...enough for about ten million correction lists, so to speak),
all of them O/R, over a TA 6.0. etc.
This was the tech of those times, the auditors, I'm sure, did the best
they could (LRH himself was one of them, soloing lists
endlessly!!). Rehab data, Laws of L/N, etc., unknown at the time of
these sessions, was never applied to him. F/N data the same.
As a matter of fact, this was the reason for my setting up this
project!
There were lots of, what was later labeled, "discreditable" reads.
This was what R 2-12 and Tiger Drilling had been all about and it
certainly was n't something the FESers attached any further
significance to than noting it down for future handling.
There were in the Research and Solo folders also lots of personal
data, like in any pc folder, which again was of no further
significance than items in need of verification/correction.
The recent research folders, OT 3 on up, were, though in order of
date, quite upside down as to the data handled as (as was always the
case in research) the items were written down as and when they came
up. Realignment was always a later step in the procedure (Early OT 2
auditors will remember that old OT2 was also run from the top down in
its initial stages, like OT 3 used to be run back to front).
The folders were divided over the different auditors with cross
checks. I, as C/S, went through all the folders, and when one of the
auditors (FESing) could not confront some of the upper level research
and personal folders and got sick, I did the FESing of that stack
myself.
The section which is called "OT 8" today had been part of much earlier
research and had already been given out by him to myself to test run,
but had stranded on what much later became known as the NOTS
materials.
The same barriers, NOTS & OT 8, looking at it now, also shipwrecked,
so I imagine, the Body Blue Print steps. (This last statement is my
opinion only, based on knowing the tech, it is not something he ever
indicated to me!)
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The thing which needs stressing here is that as C/S or FESer one is
not concerned with the identity of the pc, one is only concerned about
the application of the tech, anything beyond that is quite irrelevant.
There is also the rule that no pc gets to see his own folders.
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He had an attack in March/April, was in MO care and some weeks later,
per David Meyers latest D/P interview was starting to recover.
One day, when all the XII's were on leave, except myself, he sent a
Messenger down, stating he wanted the folders. After refusal by myself
(C/S hat) he became "Commodore" and ordered the folders up, sending
some hefty guys down to just get them (a file cabinet
full!). [originally "cabinet file"; transposition indicated in
handwriting]
They were just taken and that was that.
A few days later I was called up to his Office and upon entry was hit,
kicked screamed and shouted at. (Even the Aides were not in sight,
hiding as he was really mad!)
He just blew his stack on finding the references to the
"discreditable" reads and the contents of some of the personal
folders.
He shouted that he had never had such reads and screamed at me to
check this with the auditor, MSH, who was also in the room.
She said with a straight face, "No, Sir, you never had such reads".
This while there were stacks of folders lying right there full of
them. (There is another read which, in writing, closely resembles the
reads concerned, a read which is also of prevalence in Goals type
auditing. As her handwriting is small and as he needs glasses, it was
implied that it was the 2nd type read, an entirely "acceptable" item,
which had been written down. This was not what several XII's,
including I, with good eyes had seen, and even, had there been a
mistake, it would not have been hundreds of them. As said, what FESer
cares about such things, merely items to verify/correct/handle. They
certainly attached no special significance to this.)
He then screamed that I and the other XII's had "of course talked and
laughed about it" among ourselves and had "undoubtedly told this all
over the ship".
Completely maniacal reactions, especially toward the best and most
experienced C/Ses/Auditors in the world who had seen and done just
about everything.
However, also typical MW/H reactions, mere pc dramatizations (pc's
should not read their own folders).
He had also looked at tons of out lists, wrong items, unhandled drugs,
as well as "discreditable" data (like is found in any pc folder), none
of it of any significance to FESers, C/Ses, or auditors, except as
items in need of handling, but of lots of significance to pc's,
especially when wrongly, incompletely or not handled at all. (This pc
had certainly never been handled. His altitude, apart from the lack of
know how in earlier tech days, alone prevented any auditor to just go
in there and even put his ruds in. An auditor he had selected once
certainly never did. She caved in and I had to, as Examiner, handle
that session at that time. This class VIII had been known as a weak
auditor, yet he had chosen that individual, while he had had some
super XII's available. It is not hard to guess who controlled the
session!!)
There were, in the Solo folders, a lot of things personal to him. But
who cared! He read it (data most probably long since forgotten as
having been written down), got stirred up with the idea of "others
knowing about it", etc.
Pc's should not read their own folders.
He was very angry and I confronted him, after which he said "What are
you looking at me for!" When I said, "Well, Sir, seeing you trained me
on TR's and how to run them, you could n't now expect me to break
up". (Which was true.) He then quietened down and ordered me to cabin
arrest.
The other XII's had not been around so I caught the brunt of all of
this alone. His hitting had n't bothered me, he was an old man.
What I really minded was MSH's denying of having seen and written down
these reads, thereby giving him umpty wrong items by denying reads
which did occur and indicating reads which did n't. This with lists,
many of which were 100's of pages long, and more, so already wrong
enough without needing further inval of their meter reads!
Later that evening MSH came down to my cabin, kept coming in and out
with different folders of his, showing the reads clear as day, and
then "explaining" to me that these reads had been "old time F/N
reactions" (see page 10, last para) and that I, as old timer and XII
"should have known that".
My answer was that this might all be true but that I, as C/S, could
not just surmise things and they had to be verified and handled, and
the more she talked the more stubborn I became.
As Diana Hubbard also came to shout at me "I hate you", "I hate you",
"I hate you", it was obvious that things would not become too easy.
David Mayo, Class X Trainee at the time, and not involved in the
Project, was in the cabin next to mine and witnessed the MSH
"explanations".
LRH somehow refused the truth of the folders, and my stubborness [sic]
clinched the matter.
"Station Termination", my days were numbered.